I am not in the mood to write! Nevertheless I told myself I will be disciplined! So I am writing. Nothing important. Just words. I am looking mesmerized at the blinking cursor… An amalgam of feelings… I miss my parents, brothers and sisters. The parents especially – time flies quickly…There is a background fear all the time… you might receive a call… a call that you would never want to answer. I remember the last call… My grandfather passed away… we supposed to see each other in 27 days. I was counting the days… I miss him… It is something that time refuses to heal… My parents are faraway…An ocean is between us… Just another day… There is still time.